The Beach Boys were wrong...

So I can definately say Kokomo is NOT where you wanna go...

Seriously, I've never felt more discouraged about what I'm doing...my parents are no longer excited about my life and some of my closest friends are less than enthusiastic...it's a bummer...what often kept me going in school when I was thinking about quitting was that there were so many people here that believed in me and were so supportive...but they've forgotten...

Like, I came back all excited about doing a senior recital and told everyone about it and not a single person was at all excited about attending, even when I offered to rent a bus or something...so screw them...I'm excited about what my friends are doing and if they had the culminating moment of 4 years happening, I'd be there if I had to work extra hours to buy the plane ticket...it's what friends do...oh well...

Where do I go from here? I don't know, but I've always seemed to make it through...

Anyway, I'm heading back to school in a few hours...hopefully things will be better...
-Rod