The Gospel Of Rod

The Definitive Opposite Of Omniscious And Not Quite As Omnipotent.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

May Auld Acquaintance Be Forgot...

Just a couple hours left before another year ends. Wow, what a year it has been. This time last year I was miserable in Indiana and in a couple days a year ago, would finish recording Josh's album. It's easy to think that it was a huge waste of time, and honestly, I still do from time to time. But I did learn a lot, and I do value the time of friendship and work we had at the time. I won't deny that a great album came out of a lot of blood, sweat, tears and arguing. It's a shame it fizzled just as it was going to break.

But aside from that, I feel like life really changed for me at the beginning of 2005. I knew it would be my last semester in college and so I was trying to live out each of those last days. In January, Dr. J really brought a new idea to my head. He pulled me into the studio and told me he really believed in MY work. Suddenly my music and I really took flight. He convinced me to do a senior recital and a couple months later I was on stage with a handful of songs that I had originally written to talk myself through life with. Many conversations with Dr. J later, here I am...in the happiest time I've ever had in life. And though I know mountains and valleys are part of the journey ahead, overall, life keeps looking up.

So aside from WORK WORK WORK...I'm at the piano writing my next batch of songs and hopefully will over the course of the year be able to have another project of some sort recorded. I am so proud of what is already transpiring and I can't wait for the rest of the world to hear. The last batch was 2 years in the making to go public!

So considering I became an iPod junky in June of this year, my iTunes playlist is the tell all for my listening habits. So here it is, the official Top 25 as told by my iTunes' statistics...There's a lot of people I admire in there like Tara VanZanten, Tori Amos and Tom Petty. The song from Tara called "Let Me Be" hasn't been released yet, but she sent me her demos as well as her completed album and even though the polished version is cool, there is a certain captivating quality about the raw demo tracks when she sings about telling the world she's okay with herself...I think it reminds me of hearing her sing in the studio, or in the dorms and even just at the lunch table. That's why the demo version has been non stop on my playlist...there's so much soul and talent in that voice and delivery...then aside from the talented, there's some guilty pleasures in there, like Hilary Duff and t.A.T.u. but hey, we all get a couple, right? There's a good handful of projects either by me or that I was involved with. I guess that makes me sound vain, but in reality, I just remember the moments those were captured and I get to relive the magic with every listen...so there they are...I guess being December and all has explained all the Christmas tunes that made this list...anyway, here it is, my most listened to music, I surprised myself!

1. Let Me Be (Demo Version) – Tara VanZanten
2. We Shout – t.A.T.u.
3. Learning to Fly – Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers
4. I Am – Lina
5. A Work In Progress (Live) – Rod Kim
6. My Way Home – Citizen Cope
7. Son’s Gonna Rise – Citizen Cope
8. If You’re Not The One – Daniel Bedingfield
9. Somewhere Over The Rainbow/What a Wonderful World – Israel Kamakawiwo’ole
10. Silent All These Years – Tori Amos
11. O Come All Ye Faithful – Melissa Harper and Friends
12. She’s Running (Live) – Rod Kim
13. Christmastime Is Here – Sixpence None The Richer
14. Bad Day – Daniel Powter
15. Wonderful Tonight – Eric Clapton
16. Frosty the Snowman – Fiona Apple
17. Wake Up – Hilary Duff
18. Mr. Curiosity – Jason Mraz
19. The Little Drummer Boy – Jessica and Ashlee Simpson
20. Do You Hear What I Hear? – Out of Eden
21. It Came Upon a Midnight Clear – Caedmon’s Call
22. Bullet and a Target – Citizen Cope
23. Goodnight Elisabeth – Counting Crows
24. Hope, Wish and Pray – Lina
25. Since You & Me (Live) – Rod Kim

Good night everyone and see you next year!!!!
-Rod

Saturday, December 03, 2005

All-nighter...just like college...

So it's 5:15 am and I've been up all night cleaning, doing laundry, watching Jerry Maguire and Sky High and organizing. For some reason I just got really motivated and not tired at all. Tomorrow I think I will go to the gym, run a few errands and take a long walk and take some photos. I'm just going to relax for once. I don't have to work and I just bought a new camera...my old one broke :( So even though my funds are hurting, I'm happy.

In the afternoon I think I'll finish up some web commitments and watch some more movies. In between I think I'm going to write some more music...going back to visit Greenville made me miss it all over again, but also want to write more...

Anyway, time for bed (finally!) I'm actually tired now!

-Rod

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Back in North Carolina...

I totally blacked out during the flight, I was sooooo tired...one more flight and I'll be back on the East Coast...I woke up when the flight attendant woke me up to turn off my iPod and I just sat there in a half sleep state...I started imagining what everyone in the midwest was doing right now getting ready for their days...I guess that's the first sign that I'm gonna miss college again for a while...

Well, on to Baltimore...I do not want to see this parking garage bill...ewwww...

Vacation over...

So my trip to Indy/Greenville is over and I already miss it…I’m in the STL Airport awaiting my flight out, being back at Greenville was great, I miss everyone. I got to talk to Dr. J, Jacie got me Shakira, the Catlins and Jason drove me from hub to hub, Mr. Wolfe housed me and well, there’s lots more people and stories…

I was back in Greenville doing a few lectures and teaching some classes, I heard it went well… :)

I had a great talk with Dr. J about forgiveness and moving on…there are demons in my life that have I am trying to let go, but there is a complicated path…Dr. J had some great advice to get through and I think I’m golden now…

Before I left, Dan and I talked about regrets, memories and feeling unworthy of where we are and what we’re given…an awesome way to end my time out in Greenville…

That conversation continued with Jason as he drove me to the airport…I think I’ve learned a lot from this trip…